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Hey everyone,

So today was a very weird day for me.

I'm sorry but I can't illustrate further till things are confirmed.

Things aren't going well for me lately emotionally and physically but I came to realization that it doesn't matter what your surroundings are but the way you handle it.

But I put my trust in God that the circumstances will change as He has changed me.

I am looking at this as a challenge and not a problem.

Something I can conquer with the help of God, my leaders and my friends =)

Anyhow, tomorrow is Business Math examination and Business and It's Environment on Tuesday.

So for those who knows me very well, you know I tend to score As for Math, yes?

I don't know about this! Hahaha!

I have no confidence in my Math =P

However, I have full confidence in scoring for my Business and It's Environment.

Something that interest me among all my 5 subjects =P

Have been sleeping only 3 hours per day due to studying. Stressed over it. Lie down on the bed and all I can think of is exams! Argh!

Felt extremely drained yesterday but when I went to youth, I felt NO tiredness but a COMPLETE-energized-me =)

But I thank God that last night and this evening, I slept like a pig. Which also means, I regained my energy =)

Hehehe!

So anyhow, do keep in prayers ya people? =)

Will update soon!

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It gets nearer and nearer...

Hey everyone,

So I re-asked my mum again yesterday about allowing me to go to Hillsong College next year and she gave me a yes again.

Weeeeeeee~

Only thing now is to show my parents that I am responsible enough since I will be alone there. And a few things she knows I tend to do:

I....

1) Go shopping for things like there's no tomorrow

2) Can handle money without wasting it on shopping

3) Stay up all night

I don't ....

1) Eat my medicine/vitamins

2) Eat - Hahahaha!

3) Take care of myself properly - HEY! Not anymore! :D

So, six things I need to change and prove to my parents that I am responsible.

We'll see if I can do it or not la =P

I just need this to work, I really do.

I have so many reasons why I want to go for this.

So do pray for me k?

I really want this to work and I want a full support from my parents not only half.

Thanks everyone :D

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I'm baaaackk!

Hey everyone,

Apologies for not updating for 2 days.
It was cos my internet died on me and then when it got fixed, I got lazy to blog.

Hahaha!
Anyway, just an update...

COLLEGE IS OVER for first Semester!! [exams starts 2 Oct]

And I'm currently attending a conference by Apostle Tommi Femrite, about prayer.
Really good stuff, and I mean REALLY good stuff =)

Since I love prayer. When someone talks about prayer, I get extra excited. Hehehe!
Prayer for me personally has helped me a lot! =)

I can't wait for the conference to start =)

When you do the things that used to be ours,
do you remember me?
Do you care?

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10 September 2009

Two things happened on 10 September 2009, something good and something bad.

During my mum's class yesterday, I received a text message from Nicole:

"Girl, can I have Shakira's number? Shobaan passed away."

It was a total shock for me and I started tearing in class like some dumb bimbo!

Shobaan is a friend who was always there for his friends, me personally... He was!
He was funny, caring and utterly great personality!

It was hard to accept it as I was drowning in my emo-ness the last time I talked to him and he just left without saying goodbye.

You'll always be in my memories, Shobaanthiran!

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And yesterday was also my good friend's birthday!

HANSUKE HAS FINALLY TURNED LEGAL BAHBEY!!

So,bring out the beers and tequila!

Kidding, we're innocent... okay?

Anyhow, we went to Pavilion and ate at Ichiban.
The place where we celebrated Sammy's too.

Just HAVE to blog about this:
HENG YIP!!! YOU FFK US!!!!

Pictures =)

Sammie and Hanz!

<3>

Decent picture?

Poser picture?

Indecent picture?
Hehehe!
(picture of the day)

Hanz & Sam.

I look short!

Sammie and me!

Happy Birthday Hanz!
You're one heck of a friend!
I love you!

(It wasn't easy, but I am glad I have great friends!)

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Il DIVO!!!

Hey everyone,

So this week was a very hectic, hard and unbearable week.
Things was pretty hard to handle but I am greatful to God for being in the picture in all of these.

Without God, I think I would lose a lot of things I have now.

Anyhow, today was Business Math class.
I was such a good girl that I went for class, mana I tahu, I had a phone call from my Business Math teacher, Miss Nithya.

Me: (saw it was SEGi KL's number) Yes, mum?
Miss Nithya: Hello, is this Miss Tan's daughter?
Me: Yes? May I know who this is?
Miss Nithya: This is Miss Nithya, your business math lecturer?
Me: (omg! malu-nye!) Yes? Can I help you with anything?
Miss Nithya: Are you in class yet?
Me: Yes I am.
Miss Nithya: Is everyone there yet?
Me: Nope.
Miss Nithya: Oh okay, please let the class know I'll be slightly late for class today?
Me: Okay. No problem.

Then I went on minding my business and another phone came after 10 minutes:

Me: Hellooooooo?
Miss Nithya: Hello, is this Miss Tan's daughter?
Me: (???) Yes, Miss Nithya?
Miss Nithya: Is everyone there yet?
Me: (erm... when did my classmates arrive so on time?) Nope, not everyone.
Miss Nithya: Okay, could you please let the class know that I might be canceling the class as I am not feeling that well?
Me: Sure.

Then 5 minutes later, another call...

Me: Hello Miss Nithya?
Miss Nithya: Hello. Can you please let the class know I'll be canceling the class?
Me: Huh? Cancel? Errr... Okay, sure.
Miss Nithya: Which class are you in now?
Me: 4A!
Miss Nithya: Okay, I will come down and see you guys.
Me: Okay! Bye!

(to get a call from your lecturer to ask about that is weird)

After 2 minutes, she walked in class and told us she wanted to cancel her class.
She looked and sounded very sickly.

Anyhow, after that, Elliot ajak me go watch:

I liked it actually, just some part it was a little gruesome.

Then we meet up with Rachel after her class =)

And... and... and....

IL DIVO IS COMING LIVE TO SINGAPORE!

Going?
Yes!

With?
Mum, Shakira and Shakira's mum!

How?
Train or bus!

When?
21 September!

For how long?
I'll be staying there a little longer cos I want to go SHOPPING!

Bought tickets yet?
Hahahah! Nope.

Train/bus tickets:
Nope.

So you actually not confirm you're going yet la?
Hahahaha! Think positive!!

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I want...

that Hook*r shoe!!!

Okay! I am NO hooker la OKAY!
It's just that Sammie named it a Hook*r shoe just cause it has a little platform.

So apparently, she calls it the hook*r shoe.
But omgh! I fell in love with it!

The height of the heels I'm guessing 3cm?
But it is SO comfortable!

You know if you buy a 3cm heels, you feel the pain when you first wear it cause you're not used to it?
Well, this shoe it's different!

It has a little platform below your toe side so that your leg doesn't have to bend much.

Which makes it so comfortable!

But it is RM140!!! Like WHATTT??
If it was RM100 also I sudah buy!!

Whatever to the name of the shoe! It's just beautiful!
I WANT IT!!!! ish!

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I don’t know where I’m going
And I don’t know what to say
I know there’s no point in showing
‘cos it’s better off this way

So I’ll keep parading
Pretending that I’m fine
But what’s the point in existing
When I don’t get two seconds of your time?
The memory is fading
And I look for my smile
But it’s way down inside me
And it will be lost for a while

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My first lesson!

... 2nd post of the day ...

My first driving lesson:

WAH!!! Hand pain wei!!
Most likely cause the position is not comfortable.

I could literally feel my hands slowly aching.

But YAY! I finally drove for the first time in my entire life.

I learned how to turn, drive and brake? Hahahaha!

Next lesson is on Friday at 10.30am.

Wonder what I'll learn then =)

1 lesson down, 9 lessons left to go till my exam =)

Crap! My mum say I will surely have to re-do my exam cause we're not paying bribe (i don't want too).

But sad, have to pay extra.
Hopefully I get a good examiner?
(I can literally hear people saying "not in Malaysia")

Will I go to ISA for saying this? Lol.

P.S. OMGH! My L license picture is sooo blur and soooo awful looking! O.O
I can like take WAY better picture man!

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