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>> Wednesday, September 16, 2009
So I had a talk with my mum last night about pursuing my passion.
She said "I don't mind! I support you, go ahead if you want to! But make sure this is what you really want!"
Sometimes I feel like I've taken my mum for granted especially since she has always supported me in every decision that I make. She said that I am old enough to make my own decision and old enough to know what is best for myself...
Even when I asked her if I could stop my current course and go for the dance course next year.
She said "As long as you pray and that is what you want... I don't see why not?".
When I heard that, I nearly teared! Because I really feel that in this 18 years of my life, I have not cherished her enough and as a daughter I should!
Though I may buy her stuff and give her things, there are times when I am rebellious [though the last time I rebel was like June-July last year] but I'm just saying. I shouldn't even be rebelling!
Now that I realize how hard my mum is working [now that I am in the same college as her and her being my lecturer], I shouldn't put anymore problems for her.
I am changing, I am changing the way I speak, the way I act cos the changes starts with me and I should always portray starting from my family before portraying it to anyone.
Be a testimony at home first =)
I know for those who know me well, you'll be wondering why the heck am I so spiritual suddenly... Well my answer is, I am not spiritual...
I am doing what I think is best for me, my family and my friends =)
Anyhow, today I got up to go for college for my math class...
Everyone came late, I don't know why.
Then at about 9am, the guard of SEGi KL came up to tell us that my math teacher was coming in late... Our class is from 8.45am-11.30am.
So we waited.... waited.... waited.... waited..... AND WAITED!
We waited till 11am and NO TEACHER!
Then one of my friend sms-ed the teacher and the teacher say she was not going to come in.
Like WHAAAAAAAAAAT!
She should have the courtesy to let us know la, right?
Anyhow, while we were waiting for her to come... We had a Blood Donation thingy at our SEGi.
So some of us went down... I wanted to donate...
I know I said that blood should be kept inside me! But hey, my perspective changed =)
So I nicely go and fill up the form and everything, then the counselor said I can't donate cos I have medical condition - fits!
So if I want to donate, I have to ask my physician to write a letter.
Like Whhhhhaaaaaattttttt!!
Some more their theme is "Donate Blood, Save Life", they don't even want my blood =(
I wanna doooonaaaaaateeeeeeeee!!
Never mind, I will get that letter! =D
So I will stop here for now... Will blog if there's anything else to =)
She said "I don't mind! I support you, go ahead if you want to! But make sure this is what you really want!"
Sometimes I feel like I've taken my mum for granted especially since she has always supported me in every decision that I make. She said that I am old enough to make my own decision and old enough to know what is best for myself...
Even when I asked her if I could stop my current course and go for the dance course next year.
She said "As long as you pray and that is what you want... I don't see why not?".
[I have not made up my mind when I want to go yet, I need to talk with my Pastor first!]
When I heard that, I nearly teared! Because I really feel that in this 18 years of my life, I have not cherished her enough and as a daughter I should!
Though I may buy her stuff and give her things, there are times when I am rebellious [though the last time I rebel was like June-July last year] but I'm just saying. I shouldn't even be rebelling!
Now that I realize how hard my mum is working [now that I am in the same college as her and her being my lecturer], I shouldn't put anymore problems for her.
I am changing, I am changing the way I speak, the way I act cos the changes starts with me and I should always portray starting from my family before portraying it to anyone.
Be a testimony at home first =)
I know for those who know me well, you'll be wondering why the heck am I so spiritual suddenly... Well my answer is, I am not spiritual...
I am doing what I think is best for me, my family and my friends =)
Anyhow, today I got up to go for college for my math class...
Everyone came late, I don't know why.
Then at about 9am, the guard of SEGi KL came up to tell us that my math teacher was coming in late... Our class is from 8.45am-11.30am.
So we waited.... waited.... waited.... waited..... AND WAITED!
We waited till 11am and NO TEACHER!
Then one of my friend sms-ed the teacher and the teacher say she was not going to come in.
Like WHAAAAAAAAAAT!
She should have the courtesy to let us know la, right?
Anyhow, while we were waiting for her to come... We had a Blood Donation thingy at our SEGi.
So some of us went down... I wanted to donate...
I know I said that blood should be kept inside me! But hey, my perspective changed =)
So I nicely go and fill up the form and everything, then the counselor said I can't donate cos I have medical condition - fits!
So if I want to donate, I have to ask my physician to write a letter.
Like Whhhhhaaaaaattttttt!!
Some more their theme is "Donate Blood, Save Life", they don't even want my blood =(
I wanna doooonaaaaaateeeeeeeee!!
Never mind, I will get that letter! =D
So I will stop here for now... Will blog if there's anything else to =)
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