Welcome, October!

Good afternoon everyone,

Have you ever wonder what happened to the whole year?

It passed so quickly, for me it felt like celebrating New Year's Day yesterday.

It's October now...

Two more months and the year has come to an end!

And I'm going to turn NINETEEN!!!!

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

[pause]

*moment of silence for Li-Anne, please*

[resume]

Soooooooo, tomorrow is my Marketing examination and to be honest... As much as I study and do the past year exams...

I don't know why but I still feel insecure in scoring!

I am afraid when I go into the exam hall, I forget every single thing I studied and go blank during the exam.

Anyhow, today I went to the Gynaecologist in Assunta to check up on my stomach ache.

Have been having stomach ache for a year but I thought it was something small so I just couldn't be bothered to tell my mum.

But lately I've been vomitting, and my stomach aches are unbearable and mum started getting very worried and ask me to see the doctor.

So I went to see the specialist today, wow! He is extremely rude. And he had to check me.

OMG! Felt so violated!

But anyway, the doctor say the stomach ache has nothing to do with the irregular PMS that I am having and ask me to go to the Gastrocologist instead.

He said also that I am under stress over studies or something that made my PMS irregular. And I was like "uh-oh!" cos I know it wasn't studies...

So anyhow, next week Friday I would be going to see the Gastrocologist. What worries me is my stomach ache comes during my exams then I'm so dead!

Cos I don't write well whenever I have stomach ache. I really don't intend to re-seat my exam just cos I failed not cos I didn't study but cos of a stupid stomach ache.

And the worse part is, the next re-seat would be in December... I'll go crazy if so!

I would need to study even longer plus the next semesters subject!! =(

Thank goodness I am exempted from English course so I have one subject less than my friends and I can pay attention to the one which I have to resit IF I fail!

Can't wait to finish my exams!

I'm thinking of going to Penang during my semester break!

Anyone interested in tagging along? =)

My semester break is from 9 Oct - 18 Oct!

Anytime and any day is good with me =)

September has passed, October is here...

... Hurts and betrayals has passed, Trust and happiness is here.